4/20/2010

New Girl Crush...Well Two??


So i have this extremely adorable manager(yes she's straight as fuck!) I know ladies i know straight girl crushes never goes any where and if it does it turns out pretty sucky. but the thing is I'm not looking for it to go any where i am enjoying the flirting and starting up pointless conversations just to hear her voice(my part) the slight arm touching(on her part) the soft laughing and eyes focusing where they shouldn't(we both do that)it's fun and won't lead to love or marriage(not with each other anyway) it's just a simple work place crush...Right?

Now second crush has great potential to go far if i could just take my head out of my ass long enough to get over myself and actually talk to her.You see people when i really like a girl i shut down and avoid her at all cost until i work up the nerve to see what's happening or will happen I'm LIKE A 12 YEAR OLD BOY ASKING OUT HIS FIRST WET DREAM ! Yeah it's not good, but very funny-if you are not ME! That's me lame and single looking for the courage to talk to the very pretty girl i see on the bus everyday...(deep sigh as i wipe away my non existing tear).It will be if it is to be.

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